God, help me.
So many people have already finished school and I want to be one of them. But that cannot happen for I still have 5 weeks of Hell left. I'm starting to gradually lose focus and concentration after each week. I'm drained, and I don't think I can find anymore inspiration to fill the void. I remember seeing Andre's quote, "Forever Stay Focused," and I thought it might be possible. But if there's constant work in front of you, then that concept might never escape the world of idealism. It's one of those things you'd like to think of, but never fully execute. I know I always say "I gotta grind, I gotta hustle" and all that shit, but I realized that half the time I'm half-assing. Only a few times this school year have I truly felt I put everything I got into a piece of work. I feel that I've slacked off little by little, and now it has started to roll down the hill pessimism into one giant hollow snowball. I guess the best I can do now is strategize the five weeks I have left and see what I can do to keep my GPA.
Two A's, and two B's. Yeah, that might work out.
So help me, God,
Ricardo Juni
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